Hi I am still looking for people with interesting real life stories to share.

A list of the week’s most requested stories – and how much you could earn for them!

If any of the below requests apply to you, or someone you know, get in touch!

The photo that changed my life! – Do you have a picture which means more to you than any other? Does it capture the moment your life changed forever? Perhaps it’s a picture of you in your bikini overweight which you hate – but it forced you to shed the pounds and turn your life around. Or maybe you caught your partner cheating - on camera? Do you suffer with a disfigurement or scarring from a severe injury – but a certain picture made you realise how beautiful you are? Email me with your pics.

Price guide – You are likely to get between £300 - £2000 for this story or similar

THIS WEEK’S MOST SOUGHT AFTER STORY –

I caught mum in bed – with my man!  – Did you catch your partner – with the one person you never thought he could cheat on you with?

Price guide – You are likely to get between £800 - £2000 for this story or similar

Wedding/ Honeymoon disaster – is there a shocking reason why your wedding or honeymoon turned out to be a complete nightmare? The more dramatic and unusual the reason the higher your fee will be

Price guide – You are likely to get between £600 - £1000 for this story or similar

Victim to heroine – we are looking for inspirational stories of women who have been the victim of crime but refused to give up. The offender must have been convicted in court

Price guide – You are likely to get between £600 - £2000 for this story or similar

My husband dumped me by email/ text message! – After years of marriage did your partner tell you it was over via an email or text message? Or perhaps there was another extremely insensitive way he broke the news?

Price guide - £400 -£1200

Please e-mail for more information.

Hi Guys just a quick warning - it appears Jon white is once again crawling around the scene. Thus far his attempts to intimidate and harass me have prooven ineffective due to his usual marked lack of intelligence.

However -I urge anyone taking on spanking shoots with companies or persons unknown to them - especially in the Brighton area to be on their guard, as there have been several reported incidents of similar severity that happened to me .

At a shoot organised and run by by Jon White I was assaulted along with 2 other girls and beaten with canes *, leading me with cuts and bruises covering over 70 % or my rear and legs which took over 2 weeks to heal. This incident was of course reported to the police who took further action.

* Whilst some models might attend a spanking shoot to be caned this behaviour was in direct violation of the agreement which stated that only a light hand spanking would take place, and no marks left on my skin!

Jon white’s websites were shut down by the police during the previous action and I’m happy to supply copies of my correspondance with Sussex police and photographic evidence of harm done to myself to anyone who wishes to see it.

The nights may be long and cold but what better excuse to give yourself a good pampering or snuggle up with some skinny cow hot chocolate and some awesome sci-fi!

This winter I have been enjoying the Dr Who specials despite being devastated at the loss of David Tennant, The Doll House - more brilliance from Joss Whedon - maker of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel and more Star Trek Voyager! It’s no wonder my dreams are a chaotic world of secret agents,  borg technology and demons from the deep!

I have but a few episodes of Star Trek Voyager left, 1 episode of the Dolls House - ever! (why do they always cancel the great things in life!) I’ve also watched both series of True Blood and now started on Firefly so need some suggestions for new series to watch please! Don’t worry I do have a life really, despite the major geekiness as I usually tend to watch them on my i-pod whilst travelling or before bedtime. Honest guvnor!

Well if that had you concerned - being a life long fan of Barbie my next mission is to get to work on re-conditioning a doll to resemble the humanoid borg Seven Of Nine from Voyager! Any tips please send them this way!

Hee hee al is not lost - I managed to drag myself away from my world of sci-fi, fantasy and of course modelling this week to take my family to the Sensory Spa. Having been recently treated to a day at Champney’s by one of my more generous subs I thought I had not better expect too much but we were pleasantly surprised by the service and treatments. It may not have been set in idealic countryside, the robes were not of the fluffy and luxurious variety and there were no free over sized slippers to sweeten us with but the range of equipment in the gym was fantastic and the jacuzzi warm and not overcrowded. Furthermore we were given a choice of full body massage or a facial.  Well given that my small army of slaves and minions are very accommodating in the massage department if permitted, I opted for the latter and spent half an hour being smothered in creams, potions and lotions. I tend to have a pretty short attention span and usually try to keep myself busy so being forced to lie still was a good opportunity to start relaxing, even if I did have to try and keep myself awake for fear of talking gibberish in my sleep. Exclamations of “No I don’t want a tea towel!” and “check the roast potatoes”have been known to happen, including waking up in the doctors,  clinic or on the train suddenly to find people snickering at my random sleep outbursts! Lets hope that is all I said!

Well after a killer workout from which I am still aching, and trowelling off several litres of au natural pond scum from my visage, it was time to head off for some tea.  So off to Nando’s we trotted and included myself 4 witched sat cackling in the back much to the bemusement of the other customers. You know what it’s like when you get all girls together - pure silliness through and through and we couldn’t stop giggling as we discussed the lesser qualities of sweetcorn and so on….you get the gist!

After a lovely day it was off home for sleepy byes! Well I am recovering but walking up the stairs is still a challenge to my sore muscles and I feel like they have been injected with formaldehyde! That might be due to starting up my regime of lunge, press ups and other painful activities this morning - but it has to get worse before it gets better right? Watch this space for Superkaz!

Well I guess I had better get training military style. I have been invited to audition for 101 ways to leave a gameshow. I basically have to answer general knowledge questions until I get one wrong then may be catapulted, shot from a cannon or ejected from the show in various other terrifying ways! My plan is to train and then mentally prepare myself for a few weeks for this moment of pure adrenaline, working on the philosophy - that which does not kill you makes you stronger! In a blind leap of faith I am assuming it is all safety checked (and will no doubt ask this question 3 million times along the way) so the only thing to fear is fear itself….right? That is apart from looking like a total Kazspaz if I fail to answer a question a 5 year old would know…in their sleep, or if I scream like a little girl who has seen a big spider! Still, having said that I could live until 90 having never done anything this exciting and nothing to look back on. I wouldn’t be able to say “well I’ve lived my life good and well and to the full - I’m happy if I die in my sleep now”I think that would be a more terrifying prospect - don’t you?

Wish me luck and I’ll keep you posted! Have a great week guys!

When the skies are dark and the demons close in with their wicked claws and hateful lies I remember that love is stronger than hate, faith is greater than greed, and our best shines brighter & stronger than a devils worst.

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Well it was going to happen at some point, but in this case it seems sooner rather than later. LuckilyI pre-empted this and made copies to my blog

If you found the last blog of interest you can follow this debate over on the Be-seen-here forums:

http://www.be-seen-here.co.uk/glamour-models-forum/index.php/topic,6107.0.html

They are a jolly nice bunch, very good with new models and certainly do not have any issues with models taken chaperones or having personalities of their own.

Dear Simon,

Thanks for the anonymous e-mail you sent me today linking to your banal and scathing review site. Is business a little bit slow this month? I am guessing that is of course why you have launched this vitriolic assault on many uk models and performers including myself. After all you said yourself “No publicity is bad publicity” and it’s quite blatantly obvious you use controversy as a means of looking for attention, at least one might draw this conclusion from not only your insipid thread count on a certain adult film actress database, but also the dire and abysmal way you seem to treat those unfortunate enough to come into contact with you.

Or is it simply because certain girls do not conform to your demands, especially when you clearly do not respect their levels which is quite clear both from my own experience and from reading some of your comments on the site. Remember the majority of society is not into power play or mind games. These girls are models and do not exist merely to bolster your ego and pander to your whim by exceeding their levels and playing the subservient fucktoy you seem to want them to be.

Or perhaps it is because you are an arsehole? Although all of the above would be an obvious choice. Lets take a little look at the site in question [url]http://www.bensonmodels.com/references.html[/url]

Now we have got that out of the way, lets pick some holes in your flawed and petty review (no pun intended).

Re your comments…..

Firstly regarding my punctuality - you pick a hotel in London that is extremely difficult to find whilst leading me to believe the venue is near the tube station, and then, completely fail to be able to give me any useful directions! If you had taken the time to either send me a map and directions or even had met me at the tube station like most producers do, I would not have wasted so much time trawling the streets with a massive suitcase looking for a venue I had been told was ‘near the tube’!

With regards to my skin and make up….I do not wear full make up on the tube as it tends to end up smeared down my face when crushed into a hot and tiny compact space. However I do not go ANYWHERE without applying my base make up consisting of foundation, powder and blusher so this is utter bollocks. I do not recall having any spots - if I had done I would have apologised profusely in advance and these would be well covered with MAC primer and foundation and YSL Touche eclat which I believe is the industry standard! Furthermore I do not see ANY spots in the picture you posted of myself after the shoot…. [url]http://www.petgirls.com/preview/preview.jpg[/url] (adult image please do not click on this if you are under 18 years of age).

Furthermore When I finally found your location I applied further make up from the bag I carry with me at all times to ensure I was shine free, glossy lipped and camera ready.

The fact that in the last year alone I have spent several grand on skincare, micropeels, & minor cosmetic procedures alone - kind of indicates that I am eager to take care of my appearance and would hardly go to all this expense and effort and then not bother applying make up! Furthermore I always wash my hair before a shoot so if it appeared greasy that day this was undoubtedly a result of running round London desperately trying to follow your vague directions!

As for your comments about my weight - as a very short model my weight does vary a little from time to time and when you are only 4′10 it shows more. As a result I have a BROAD selection of images online which span every look and weight I maintain and Tiger has met me several times in the past. Looking at the picture you have posted, whilst I am curvy and no anorexic I do not seeing a lard arse staring back - if had wanted a rake thin model you should have told me in advance and I would have been able to inform you that you were looking in the wrong place!

I might add, no complaint was raised by yourself during or after the shoot - only now. In fact I even still have an e-mail from Tiger that says:

“Hi Kaz.

Thanks for the great shooting babe Had fun and good to see you again.

Finally found the ring and earrings… Simon placed it somewhere where he forgot.

Such a palava!!!!! At least it is all ok now. Got me in tears. Anyway, great shooting. Hope you enjoyed.

Thanks alot and hear from you soon.

tigerr”

This leads me to ask - if it was great then , why the change of heart now? Or is it merely a cynical plot to gain more exposure?

Lets continue with your reviews of some of the other models and look into what they could possible mean….

“15. Monica Haze - Tall UK model. Very poor energy. She walked off a shoot halfway thru! Still claims to be fetish BDSM model but has no understanding about what’s involved or any pain threshold. Dreamer. 1/10″

So basically you wanted to pay her non nude rates for extreme fetish content, tried to push her boundaries and levels which understandably upset her and then got pissed off when she left the set. Nice one Simon, perhaps it is you that  has no understanding of how to treat people as human beings, or treat how to treat people with professional conduct

“23. Nikki H - UK, North based model. Turned up with unannounced chaperone. Paid her £50 to go away. 0/10 “

So, what we have here is a model who has followed safety protocols and sensibly brought along a chaperone for her personal safety, but of course chaperones have a nasty habit of keeping an eye out for their colleagues and making sure they are not taken advantage of. I can see why this riled you to the extent you “paid her to go away”.

In fact models being concerned for their safety seems to be an ongoing problem for you…

40. Louisa Lockheart - Wanted to bring chaperone. Duh. We cancelled shoot. 0/10

I do not see why anyone with genuine intentions would have a problem with a chaperone as long as they kept out of the way and didn’t interrupt the harmony of the shoot. When we shoot content with other girls we always encourage them to bring a boyfriend or friend so they are more relaxed. Duh.

I am not sure if this one is supposed to be a criticism…43. Jasmine Webb -Wanted champagne on set!? But very photogenic. 8/10…

 …but if so I find this most ironic, as several times you suggested I partake in alcoholic beverages during the shoot but I declined. For obvious reasons.

I suggest that if you wish to start a site publishing libelous and defamatory statements that you first of all try to have a clue what you are talking about, and secondly avoid contradicting yourself by informing models that you were pleased with their work and later publishing disparaging untruths.

There are more comments about other models on your site which I do not have the time or inclination to dissect, but some of them are merely superficial claims such as “was useless” but without any substantiating evidence or reason as to why - other than the suggestion that they did not live up to whatever expectation you had of them. Sorry that I did not clearly live up to your expectations of a nice, quiet submissive bitch but then I guess that’s what you get for hiring a model that also works as a dominatrix.

It is clear that you view women as walking scoreboards with your ingenious rating system that allows them marks out of ten in your little game. Perhaps you should keep the head trip off the internet and take up any [i]genuine[/i] problems with the models directly rather than making yourself look like even more  of an arse.

Still it’s safer isn’t it to sit behind your little keyboard in Holland rather than tackle a problem head on at a shoot.

So I conclude, Until you are able to substantiate any of your ludicrous claims about myself, please remove your libelous comments about me from your website with immediate effect.

You also owe me an apology for your misconduct; however given the extremely low chance of this ever happening, allow me to take this opportunity to even things out a small percentage by pointing out what an attention-crazed narcissistic fuckwit you at all times appear to be.

You also owe me an apology for your misconduct; however given the extremely low chance of this ever happening, allow me to take this opportunity to even things out a small percentage by pointing out what an attention-crazed narcissistic fuckwit you at all times appear to be.

I have not yet figured out what it’s for. Could it be a steak hammer? An oddly shaped shoe horn? That Santa has got some strange ideas when it comes to gifts! All bright ideas are welcome and I hope you can help me figure this out!

In the meantime I hope you all enjoyed a fabulous Christmas and an even better New Year!

Love & Hugs

Kaz B x

“Clothes make the man!” Mark Twain once said and many ways he was correct in this statement. After all, dress has a massive impact on how we feel, our self esteem and sometimes our beliefs.

Clothes are used to entice a mate, for ceremonial purposes, to make us feel good about ourselves, to impress that interviewer when going for a new job….and sometimes just for enjoyment!

For centuries women have used dress to experiment and express their sexuality. Look at how a dominatrix pulls on her pvc and leather to shape her form and empower her, or how a lwyer will dress in a sharp suit so the rest of the world knows she means business. And in the bedroom…a female may indulge herself with silky fabrics, exotic corsets and sheer stockings to appeal to her partner or make herself feel good.

So I implore you, if women can adorn themselves this way why should men not be entitled to the same priveledge? What is it about gender ideals that dictates that a man cannot wear a skirt, that he will not be taken seriously if he wears soft pastels or is dressed in a way that is construed as overly feminine? Men and women both have feminine and masculine attributes, but to embrace ones other side too much is to encite criticism it seems.

Ok so perhaps the office is not the ideal setting for a gentleman to showcase his flirty feminine side, but why should he be judged or criticised for experimenting in private or in a like minded environment?

Poor Alex Reid faced public embarassment recently when it emerged that he enjoys dressine up as a female. But why should he feel embarassed? He’s the epitomy of masculinity with his cage fighter job, big muscles and gorgeous girlfriend and is obviously comfortable with his sexuality so what’s the issue? Surely it is a benefit to be able to express a more feminine side? And not to say that if he were a puny little slip of a man that cross dressing should be disallowed. I am merely commenting on the fact he seems secure in himself.

It is unfortunate that estranged ex of Reid ’s girlfriend Katie Price and popstar Peter Andre is unable to accept such a concept. He wrote in his NOW column that Reid had better not dress up in front of Andre’s kids. I for one do not see how cross dressing would have a negative impact on children to start with. Is he acting innapropriately and in an overtly sexual manner? No. Is he having a negative influence on the children? No. Wherein lies the problem then? Childen often dress up as doctors or nurses or cowboys and indians and are not psychologically damaged!

Perhaps one might be concerned that cross dressing is sexually motivated and whilst it can be it is not wholly or limited to being sexually incited, the same way naturism isn’t necessarily sexual (I mean seriously – have you ever BEEN to a naturist camp?! There was nothing sexual about the one I worked at when I presented a holiday show around the resort!)

Furthermore – if it was felt the children were a tad young to understand such choices then it’s simply explained as “Daddy/Uncle/Brother is practising for a pantomine or play and will be pretending to be a lady!”

Mr Andre who has seemingly taken great pains to conduct himself with decorum is not free from bigotry. I admit I had quite a thing for the strapping Aussie back in his Mysterious girl days, but his latest simperings and narrow mindedness does not make him a positive role model – but I digress, back on topic!

Cross dressing has existed for centuries – in Shakespearian times men would dress as women when women were not permitted to act on stage. The likes of Dick Emery and Benny Hill had us in stitches as they graced our screens! Comedians such as Lilly Savage and subversive icon Madonna have even made cross dressing more glamourous. Baring this in mind it would outwardly appear that as a whole we are comfortable with tranvestisism but it seems society stills finds some discomfort with it. Even distrust.

Often sexuality and gender preference are confused as the same thing. It never fails to amaze me when I open my women’s magaines and read the agony aunt columns – how ignorant people really are! I have read a multitude of problems from women asking “My hubby has a penchant for stockings or knickers is he gay?” Since when did wearing knickers or stockings make anyone gay? I always thought being gay was when a man prefers to give another man some botty love or when a women prefers licking the kitty to sucking the sausage. But then what would I know - I am only a bisexual!

To elaborate, some of the articles I have seen describe how women X catches her partner dressing up in her lingerie and then goes ballistic screaming at him that he’s filth and is obviously a homosexual. Not only is this naïve and bigoted but it’s downright hypocritical! We expect our partners to embrace our feminine wiles and to be estatic when we use vibrators to pleasure ourselves, we expect equal rights and to be allowed to act like ladettes, drink a pint or understand our way around an oil change….but oh if a guy wears a dress he obviously a pervert and does not care about your needs! I think we need to get a grip here and really think whether this promotes equality! Perhaps we are not physically equal but we should still have equal opportunities available to us. We should also not confuse expressing and experimenting with sexuality with sexual preference. In some cases a confused person may experiment with cross dressing and then later find out they are attracted to the same sex but this is by no means an indicator of sexual preference.

Perhaps we should commend the likes of the sarong wearing Beckham who is a good positive role model for equality, and to seek and learn to escape our prejudices.

Next time you see a guy proudly drinking is pint and wearing a pink top, or a female wearing a rugby top, shake their hand and acknowledge they are the people that will make society more tolerant in time.

From the great Greek scholars such as Aristotle and Plato through Karl Marx, philosophers and theorists through time have dreamt of a Utopian society. A society whereby which poverty, war and sickness cease to exist, whereby we are devoid of prejudice and racism. Society has come a long way in developing it’s attitudes  to equality over the last few centuries but we are far from perfection, or reaching an enlightened state of acceptance and peace with ourselves and our neighbours.

In our multicultural society where Indian, afro-Caribbean, white and polish share the same supermarket and car parks; work for the same companies and enjoy the same restaurants and sporting activities - one would expect the matter of skin colour, religion or background to be of no consequence. Outwardly we appear integrated in the United Kingdom yet sadly this is far from the truth.

Blackburn footballer El Hadji Diouf recently became embroiled with the police and FA bosses after racist comments he made to a member of his team.. It is reported during an argument with a team member he spat “**** off white boy!”

One would hope that the descendent of those who were subjected to persecution and enslaved would be more enlightened, yet no race has yet achieved a perfect state of equality and acceptance as of yet. Racism can come in many forms and from any culture as is prooved by opening any newspaper, turning on our television sets or simply walking down the street.

Even more shocking is the reaction Diouf has received from fans on the internet. The striker has received hate filled death threats and harassment since his outburst. The expression “two wrongs do not make a right” could never be more relevant.

These fans are flaming Diouf for showing his contempt for a white team member but at the same time are displaying exactly the same kind of aggressive and hostile attitude they are condemning. Without doubt Diouf was wrong to make these comments and whilst this type of behavior should not be condoned, the pubic should not be exempt from acceptable behaviour, nor see this as justification for violation.

One might hope that the police can trace these internet attackers – cowards hiding behind keyboards – and penalise them accordingly for hate crimes. As for Diouf let the FA bosses deal with the matter and lets hope he has seen the error of his ways.

And my final thoughts – let us all dream of a brighter future and a day when are beyond such negative human emotions. When colour, creed and class are of no consequenece. When we can live a truly peaceful existence without hate or prejuidice.